256th post! (:

i seriously need someone to talk to right now..
valerie's asleep.
because she took sleeping pills
jiaju's also asleep cuz
she's tired
and i seriously dun wanna talk to anyone else
other than them

i dunno what is my feeling now
although i had fun in beryl's party,
i still dun feel alright
wish ______ alright
i can't say who cuz she don't wan people to know
i'm like super worried now.
dunno if she is seriously asleep
or just faking it.

i need someone to talk to!
but i just can't talk to anyone else
other than valerie and jiaju...
why must they sleep so early?
why must they sleep when i feel troubled
because _____ told me something
that make me feel super troubled
and she is too.
because that is happening to her.

i wanted to call chelsea but i'm scared she's asleepand i'll wake her up...
i wanted to call amber but she dun really know the whole story
i wanted to call beryl but i dunno why i dun feel like it
i wanted to call angelina but she dunno the story
and i dunno who to call already
cuz the rest dunno the story
argh
stress
i'm trying to sleep
but i dunno why i can't
i just feel like talking but i can't
so i just blog

but i still can't tell the story
i dun wanna let _____ feel that
the thing that happen to her has been spread around

_________ cheer up!!
we'll be with you when your _____ and your ______ are in ______
[if can, but i'll try!]
i'll try to chat in the afternoon okay?
if not i only can chat on monday
but i dun feel like it
i very scared i'll _________
jiaju too..
and i know you know how to fill the blanks
and i know others who know the story will also know how to fill the blanks
and for those who knows,
dun ever spread!